Tags: it will break you down mentally also. yo

soccer, andwork, Really sick today.

Just got back from work around12:15, yeaterday at thurs i made 65 dollars plus paycheck os 33 dollars.

WELL IM DISAPOINTED IN MYself becasue i did not go to my spped training with rachel; and katie becasue i felt so damn tierd in the morning and sick, like my nose was all stuffed and i had a terrible headach, i guess becase i slept at 3:00 am. i couldn't get up and i told rachel when she called me that i would do my own training ;later in the track. So i slept till 11:00 but i was still tierd. fuck man im soo sick right now my body feels all jelloy.

So i went to soccer at 11:00. Rayner was there. We did a pussy work out of sprint on stairs and sprint on the hill not all the way up like 40 to 60 meters. i wasent feeling so good like my body was all tierd and crap, like i was all drain up. man was i running or sprinting slow as hell. So stupid hixon beat me in one sprint i think he think he is faster then me well he is wrong he is mnot, im the fastest kid in school and gonna be on the team. Well after of an hour of conditioning i was so damn fucking tierd as hell. damn i was sweating so bad and i was so darn hot i was playing forward, i dont like forward, i like mid. well i felt really drain and so damn tierd, i was suppose to go to the gym after but i felt super tierd and sick also i was suppose to go to the track and do my speed workout but i was so drain like i couldn't go any mor and i had to go to work later

So i just went home and took a shower and slept from 2:00 till 5:30 which i realize i was so lte and i was rushing evrything and got dressed up.


THE REAs OF THE JOURNAL ARE IN YOUR PRIVATE ONE OKAY AJAY. ITS IN YOUR OTHER JOURNAL AT YOUR COMPUTER.